I don't know why I am having such a hard time posting??? I just can't seem to get my courage up....yes I think that's what it is. I don't understand it, but the thought of posting just makes me anxious now. I don't know what I am afraid of but it seems I am. I hate leaving all my followers and readers with nothing...I am trying. I hope I can get my courage up in the morning. It just seems so much has happend and I have so many different emotions... I am trying.
Still thankful for you all and love you all very much. Mel
