Normal is over rated

Happy Monday!!!  When is the sun going to come back out!  I don't do well in dreary weather.  It makes me lazy..guess that's why I am still in bed, blogging, drinking coffee, watching FNC and yes...I do have my glow worm hat on.;)  I gotta figure out how to put pictures on here..then we all can share glow worm comments.  If anyone knows how to do this please help me! I have amazed myself at just figuring out how to blog with just words!!!!  This is why I don't own one of those high tech gadgets like a Droid or what ever else is out there.. I have an old phone.  I just need to dial, talk, receive and yes..I do like to text.

The past few days have been great.  I feel normal.  I almost forgot how to feel normal..I have been waiting to feel abnormal  or just waiting for something to let me know that I am sick.  I know I am sick...I have a disease..I call it chuck...I don't even want to give it any kind of recognition by calling it by its name.

This whole thing is weird.  I really don't know what I'm supposed to do.  I went to work last week.  I worked  3 half days and felt really good.  I was tired because I didn't get my naps in.   I haven't figured out how I am supposed to feel yet.   I know I keep saying this and my readers have no idea what I mean.  I can't explain it.  I think it is like...on the outside I am still me..but on the inside I am not sure how I am supposed to be.  I forget I am sick when I feel good.  I don't think about it,,,things seem normal.  Then I will go to the mirror and I see my buzzed head or my wig or my glow worm head..and I remember...oh yea....I do not have a normal life and I never will.

So I make my life now..normal.  I think this is what I mean...I have a different normal life now.  It's not so bad.  So far.

God has answered so many prayers for me...Derek got a good partime job last week, Katie and I found a wonderful lady to help with a major wedding detail.

I feel calmness inside.  I know why.

Have a wonderful day.  Love to all.   Mel

Philippians 4:7

King James Version (KJV)

⁷And the peace of God, which passeth all understanding, shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus