its my day!!!!

Well today is my birthday!!!!  What a marvelous day!!!!  I got up feeling real good this morning.  I had my coffee and actually really enjoyed for the first time in about a week.  I had lots of things to do today.   Did I mention it was my birthday?  Oh yes..I did..how silly of me.

Well I am 49 years young.  Does this age worry me?  Absolutely not!!!   I have always felt pretty good.  Another year older is a blessing not a  wearisome thing.   I look around me at my family and all the blessings I have and I am the happiest I have felt in while.   People lose their lives at young ages.   I thank the good Lord everyday for my life and the kind of life that I have.

As a kid you think 30 is old.  When you get thirty you still think you are young, but then sadly you look in the mirror and wonder in horror who is that person staring back?  Right now in my life I am wondering the same.; not because of my age but I feel like someone took the real me and took her away for while and I am missing in action.  I read just recently that someone described it as waiting to see themselves on the milk carton for missing people.  I t is real hard to explain.  It is not only the physical appearance that is changed or missing ....it is just part of who I am.   I feel like I am just waiting around for something to happen.  I don't know what I am waiting on.   Somedays I still don't know what I am supposed to feel like, so I just plan on feeling a certain way and see if it matters.

So today I plan on feeling wonderful and looking wonderful..it is my birthday ya know.   First thing this morning I went to the beauty shop for a wig trim.   I am still unsatisfied with my furry friend hair so that I decided to try to have them trimmed to a little more of my liking.   I had my dark one...trimmed pretty short.  I love it!!!  I had my blond trimmed shorter so that it is more like me....I need to be fun and playful!!   I Love them both  better now.   One day I can be blond, one day brunette..one day bald..hahaha!!!

I got back home and the guys are here working on my sun room!!!!!  They got a wall up and part of the roof gone!!!  WOW they work fast.   I am sitting outside under the tree watching.  It fascinates me to see how things are built.   We have a great group of Hispanic guys.  They are very hard workers and very professional.

Tonight I wanted pizza with the fam and brownies with hot fudge and ice cream.   What a spectacular birthday I am having today.... OMG..I heard a crash...the neighbors are having trees cut down!!!!  Lots of excitement here today!!!!  I am so excited I could burst!!!!!!!!

Loves and hugs...Mel