Little bored

I am realizing that I am bored and boring.  After the last two treatments I just have felt crappy for a few days afterwards.  What do I expect?  I have to be reminded of what's going on every so often.  I am tired, I don't want much to eat.  I have to take my nausea pills every four hours.  I keep my large cup of Raspberry Lemonade Crystal light on hand.  I have my blankie and little 18 yr old Midget with me.  This is my posse for the last several months.  Abby just kinda does her own thing and sits beside me on the floor most of the time.

I had to pity party last night. First one in a while.  It's just hard to explain.  I don't feel sick all the time..I just feel ....crappy...that is the only word I know to describe.  I feel like being up, I can do little chores in the house then I need a nap.   I think I need to eat so I do and feel a little better... I gotta feed the beast.    Speaking of that..we had wonderful meals provided for us this weekend by neighbors and church family.   What nice things to do for us.  I have always had a a little trouble with taking help.  I try to always be the one to do the helping.  So now I am learning that it is ok to be on the receiving end.  I think people need to be needed.  Thank you all very much.

I am getting very impatient.  It is getting to be Spring and I am normally up and doing everything I can. Inside the house and outside.  No energy right now, but I know in a couple days that will get better.  Glenn reminds we got nowhere to be or go..It's ok  this is only temporary. 

I am getting so tired of sitting in the house.  I love FOX and Friends but now I am getting enough of them!!!  I feel like I am boring to Glenn..he just says he is fine and he loves me and I am never boring.  What a great husband.  We did go outside a little while yesterday afternoon.  He brought home some bird feed and filled up the feeders for me.  He knows how much I love to watch the birds.

So this morning I feel some better.  I see hope in the Sun, the birds, the warmer temperatures,  the supplies coming in for my new sun room.   I always know things are better than I see them at times.  I am just getting tired of this interruption in my life.   I really miss my normal life.  So many things I
took for granted that were normal..are not anymore.

I have so much to still be thankful for though. I never forget that.  MY problems are so small compared to others that I see when I really look around.  So today I am going to try to get up off my comfy couch and enjoy the day God has made for me.

Have an great day!  Mel

Thessalonians 5:16 Be joyful always;